Dear Deadman.
I can see what your thinking. Your useless emotions and unimportant feelings.
Your lust for those that you cannot and must not touch, those that frown upon the looking and the even idea of the existence of feelings towards them. She finds you interesting because you are not like the others that have used and abused her for their own needs. She sees that you will not abuse her but I think she knows of your feelings. I believe this is why she distances herself from you though she would never admit it to you.
She has no feelings for you or towards you and she sees you as separation of her reality because she believes that all that which is around her wishes her harm. But not you. You have something that she doesn't understand in humanity. You have respect.
The only thing is, Deadman, she doesn't want respect because she doesn't feel entitled to it. She sees herself as I see humanity. Weak and useless. But you know what? I actually like her, because she has respect for you and in part, me. Even if she despises me for hating you.
So, Deadman, I know that you want her to know how much she means to you but are scared of them knowing that there is anything remotely lustful about it. She will eventually find out and on that day she will learn to hate you as I do.
Until that day, Mr. Riley.
I Remain,
Rev. James Tiberius Hinckleton, III
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