Dear Deadman.
I can see what your thinking. Your useless emotions and unimportant feelings.
Your lust for those that you cannot and must not touch, those that frown upon the looking and the even idea of the existence of feelings towards them. She finds you interesting because you are not like the others that have used and abused her for their own needs. She sees that you will not abuse her but I think she knows of your feelings. I believe this is why she distances herself from you though she would never admit it to you.
She has no feelings for you or towards you and she sees you as separation of her reality because she believes that all that which is around her wishes her harm. But not you. You have something that she doesn't understand in humanity. You have respect.
The only thing is, Deadman, she doesn't want respect because she doesn't feel entitled to it. She sees herself as I see humanity. Weak and useless. But you know what? I actually like her, because she has respect for you and in part, me. Even if she despises me for hating you.
So, Deadman, I know that you want her to know how much she means to you but are scared of them knowing that there is anything remotely lustful about it. She will eventually find out and on that day she will learn to hate you as I do.
Until that day, Mr. Riley.
I Remain,
Rev. James Tiberius Hinckleton, III
Sunday, May 18, 2014
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
The Commensurate Indignation
Dear Friend,
I fear I have been remiss. You see when I come to you I seem to only whine and mewl. These insolent people that I associate with only ever seem to disappoint me. Of course, that is bar a select few. Before I have refused to give names to you but this one time they deserve the full extent of credit given.
First there is the Blonde. Her name is Hannah, and she is by far one of the greatest people I have ever met. There has always been a speed bump for me where she is concerned and it is because of that I have resolved to surrendering to my least admirable state for her. She will forever be the first I had the guts to tell.
Then there is The Sister-In-Law(ish). Her name is Scarlet and she is simply one of the kindest and most down to earth people I know. Though I don't know her incredibly well, I will forever consider her a friend even if the family tie breaks. I am glad that I have become friends with her.
The two that are never seen apart. They are Beth and Niamh. Though the latters name baffles you these two never fail to make me laugh. Even though we are still at that stage in our friendship that I am telling them stories.
Finally there is the person who is currently the closest friend I have, and the one I have been friends with the longest. Michael, Co-founder of Geribel (even though neither of us really know what it means) we have been friends for about 9(ish) years now and the most part of that has been ridiculously fun. Games, Films and Education. Geribel.
Without these people my life would have little to no meaning.
I remain,
The Deadman
I fear I have been remiss. You see when I come to you I seem to only whine and mewl. These insolent people that I associate with only ever seem to disappoint me. Of course, that is bar a select few. Before I have refused to give names to you but this one time they deserve the full extent of credit given.
First there is the Blonde. Her name is Hannah, and she is by far one of the greatest people I have ever met. There has always been a speed bump for me where she is concerned and it is because of that I have resolved to surrendering to my least admirable state for her. She will forever be the first I had the guts to tell.
Then there is The Sister-In-Law(ish). Her name is Scarlet and she is simply one of the kindest and most down to earth people I know. Though I don't know her incredibly well, I will forever consider her a friend even if the family tie breaks. I am glad that I have become friends with her.
The two that are never seen apart. They are Beth and Niamh. Though the latters name baffles you these two never fail to make me laugh. Even though we are still at that stage in our friendship that I am telling them stories.
Finally there is the person who is currently the closest friend I have, and the one I have been friends with the longest. Michael, Co-founder of Geribel (even though neither of us really know what it means) we have been friends for about 9(ish) years now and the most part of that has been ridiculously fun. Games, Films and Education. Geribel.
Without these people my life would have little to no meaning.
I remain,
The Deadman
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