The Moon that Ate the Stars

Dear Friend.

It has been so long since I last wrote and, by effect, since you last wrote to me.

I wish for you to know, my degenerative friend, that on the final hours that I will think of you are drawing near. Though you wish to control my life I believe that it will be me who gains the control in the end.

You asked me once who I thought you were. You asked whether I thought you weak. In fact, you knew that, even though it be slight, I idolised your ability to not fear any situation. You were like the moon. You were always cold, calm and calculated. You always knew what others were thinking, how others were going to act and even how their lives were going to pan out. On every occasion and event you tried to predict about people I knew you were right. The worst thing is, you knew you would be.

You are the moon that ate the stars, my friend, and that is not how I want to be any more.

This will not be the last time I write, but it will be the last time I call you my friend

Live well,

I Remain,

The Psycho_Deadman

The Important.

First thing I need to clear up is that I am Autistic and my routine is the single most important part of my life. If I don't have my routine then all I have is my ignorance and my anger.

I realise that the television is just a TV but the shows that I watch on a weekly basis is an integral part of my life, so to remove my ability to watch these shows is enough to throw my life into an downward spiral. Also, when for almost a year I have had to put up with only gaining access to the TV after 10pm, you must realise that even if you did pay for the TV and that you pay for the sky bill you have NO right to be so selfish that you sit in the LIVING room playing on your xBox until half past midnight.

I may play on my PlayStation until early hours of the morning but at least i have the respect for the other people in the house to keep my games in my room.

There is only so much shit that you can put me through and then snap at me about before I react... and my reactions are worse than anything you have seen from me.

You do what ever you want... then expect it from me too.