I have wrote before depicting one female of which my heart is simultaneously broken and fixed but i have found but another whom i am physically drawn to. This person is not necessarily the most beautiful of women but she is one of the kindest i have ever met.
I am glad to be able to write that i have patched up any issues i was having with the first female though she still unknowingly breaks my heart by falling for the idiots that i know will unabashedly break hers. These 'men' are the scum of the Earth, blessed with looks in order to look down their noses at the more deserved of these features. I will admit to myself that i am not the best looking person on the planet, but at least i can come to terms with being mediocre. I am of average height (5'10") and i have average looks(not great but not terrible). I have been blessed with an above average sized penis (Yeah i am not posting the size of it on here...jeez) yet i feel myself incapable of finding anyone with whom i would feel willing to share that gift with.
The other day i watched Star Trek Into Darkness, and one quote hit home as something i can agree with. It is one of Spocks more popular quotes, 'The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few'. This is in fact the reason i do not think for myself, because what right do i have to be selfish when there are so many people who need my attention more.
Auf Wiedesehen
